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Friday, May 25th, 2007
9:18 am - feeling better
so now that things have been out in the open about the apartment
and such things have had tension in my house, people stressing and
just plain being a bitch.
we have like 2 weeks left and i think we should all get along and make the best of it.
last night was alot of fun, i was so tired though so i wasnt in a drinking mood, tonight deffinatly.

So im moving in with my dad in his attic i guess, he said i could paint it and do whatever which
will be awesome, he also said I can stay there as long as i need.

Im glad Heather and Jessica are now talking like nothing ever happen, Im glad that heather is back to the
heather i love, no negitive or pissed off, just happy for the most part making do with what she has.
I dont know  how im ganna get ahold  of her to see her, Im so used to seeing her everyday, its going to be
weird not having her there, for me to see whenever i want. Im going to miss her.

its very nice outside. YAY summer

have a grateful/wonderful day!

current mood: good

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Tuesday, May 15th, 2007
8:05 am - 2am bullshit
WOW! I'm still in shock of the drama that happen at my apartment last night.
I wasn't there all night so I do not know what went down or how they ended up
coming to my house to pass out. I don't know if you guys were invited or not.

On my side and defense, why would you come to MY apartment when everyone is
sleeping to pass out. This is not a free hotel, take responsibility and realize "man
I may have to go home tonight, i should stop."
you all are adults, and should have the common sense to realize that you are not at home
you cant do shit like that to "friends" that let you stay there on occasion.
you didn't even drink there that night what makes you think you can sleep there.

I was sleeping, I had to work at 7, that was the most stupid thing ever.

and now my toilet is broken
and i am most likely getting evicted.

thanks

current mood: pissed off
current music: none

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Thursday, April 26th, 2007
10:35 am - need a plan
I can...

1. deal with my living situation and be stressed out, live with my two good friends, and have no money to pay bills, but have FUN.
note.(my roommates don't have jobs)

2. Live with my dad in his attic, for FREE

3. Live with other people who have jobs and get a new apartment.

all three seem ok to me, but i dont know anymore.

any suggestions????????

current mood: hungry
current music: modest mouse

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1:31 am
i just want to SCREAM.

good night

current mood: irritated

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Monday, February 26th, 2007
9:41 am - fun for me
i like my life as of right now. Im just having fun. I like to experience and im glad i get to do that.

current mood: happy

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Friday, February 23rd, 2007
11:06 am - parties
last night was alot of fun, and I shouldn't of gone cause i had to work but i didn't care.
Kelly, Laurie, double Alicias, and beth all went to Renee's to a keg party. I was expecting to be dull and I was ganna leave early. Their were alot of people there i havent seen in awhile and I wanted to stay and hangout. When the took the cards out it was done for, I love cards.

I ended up staying until 2am and I have to work at 7. Beth was my ride and she wasnt ready to leave from drunkenness and fun, i don't blame her tho i was kinda a party pooper. So i walked, it isnt far like 10-15 minutes, it was actually a nice walk, i got to bed about 2:20am. slept wonderfully too. Aparently Beth woke me up when she came back to my apartment and she had walked too, cause she was too drunk, which i am very glad she didnt. anyway when she came back she had said she talked to me and I do not remember that at all, i was so tired. I woke up late as i planned, i knew i wasnt getting up on time. I woke up at 6:40am then went to dunkin donuts, I needed cofee.

current mood: awake

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Saturday, January 20th, 2007
6:25 pm - life as i know it.
so i havent wrote in awhile and well shit is going ok i suppose. Im in bangor this weekend visiting the famous heather mcree. I havent seen her in a few months so i decided to take a spur o the moment road trip with kelly. she looks good, heathy, and im so happy she is doing ok. Kelly moved back to lewiston today, im glad for that. at least ill have someone to hangout with.

im still living with heather, it is going good. i miss her. weird how i live with her but i never really see her.

im ganna start babysitting my neice and nephew starting in a week or so. it is ganna be good, spend my whole day with them and not really have to work.

i have a new car again, it is an 88 volvo, it is nice i like it alot. i really like to drive it. i always wanted a old classic car.

im ganna go smoke now.
peace.

current mood: good
current music: back ground noise of heather ad kelly...

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Wednesday, October 18th, 2006
7:12 pm
I woke up this morning with the sounds of pigeons. Not a sound I was looking forward to.
I got an apartment this past weekend with Heather. It is nice, and we like it alot.
Things have been going well for me overall, besides the fact that we dont have any furniture,
and I dont have much money to do much of anything. I want to smoke some weed, I havent smoked in patheticly 3 days. The last time was with Jessica. thanks...
I have to work at 6am tomorrow and on friday. Kelly is suppose to hangout with me on friday night.
I think things will work out very well in the long run. be patient. Thats what I have to do.

current music: yeah yeah yeahs

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Thursday, October 5th, 2006
12:43 am - the family channel
This seems so odd, but I love the show 7th Heaven.
Simon is hott, and I like how they are all so happy
and religious but have so many problems and I really like the drama.
haha

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Thursday, September 28th, 2006
11:24 am - my birthday
11 December 1984
Your date of conception was on or about 20 March 1984 which was a Tuesday.

You were born on a Tuesday
under the astrological sign Sagittarius.
Your Life path number is 9.

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 6 & 9.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1 & 5.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 7 & 11.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 4, 8 & 22.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2446045.5.
The golden number for 1984 is 9.
The epact number for 1984 is 27.
The year 1984 was a leap year.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/2/1984 and ending 2/19/1985.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Rat.

Your Native American Zodiac sign is Owl; your plant is Mistletoe.

You were born in the Egyptian month of Menchir, the second month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).

Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 17 Kislev 5745.

The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 22 April 1984.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 22 April 1984.
The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 7 March 1984.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 10 June 1984.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 17 June 1984.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Tuesday, 25 September 1984.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Sunday, 15 April 1984.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 6 March 1984.

As of 9/28/2006 11:17:35 AM EDT
You are 21 years old.
You are 261 months old.
You are 1,137 weeks old.
You are 7,961 days old.
You are 191,075 hours old.
You are 11,464,517 minutes old.
You are 687,871,055 seconds old.

Celebrities who share your birthday:
Rider Strong (1979) Jermaine Jackson (1954) Teri Garr (1949)
Brenda Lee (1944) John Kerry (1943) Donna Mills (1942)
Rita Moreno (1931) Carlo Ponti (1913) Fiorello La Guardia (1882)

Top songs of 1984
Like a Virgin by Madonna When Doves Cry by Prince
Jump by Van Halen Footloose by Kenny Loggins
What's Love Got to Do with It by Tina Turner Against All Odds by Phil Collins
I Just Called to Say I Love You by Stevie Wonder Ghostbusters by Ray Parker Jr.
Karma Chameleon by Culture Club Wake Me Up Before You Go-Go by Wham!

Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 3.11585127201566 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)



There are 74 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 22 candles.

Those 22 candles produce 22 BTUs,
or 5,544 calories of heat (that's only 5.5440 food Calories!) .
You can boil 2.51 US ounces of water with that many candles.


In 1984 there were approximately 3.6 million births in the US.
In 1984 the US population was approximately 226,545,805 people, 64.0 persons per square mile.
In 1984 in the US there were 2,487,000 marriages (10.5%) and 1,155,000 divorces (4.9%)
In 1984 in the US there were approximately 1,990,000 deaths (8.8 per 1000)
In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.
In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.

In 1984 the population of Australia was approximately 15,677,282.
In 1984 there were approximately 234,034 births in Australia.
In 1984 in Australia there were approximately 108,655 marriages and 43,124 divorces.
In 1984 in Australia there were approximately 109,914 deaths.


Your birthstone is Blue Zircon

The Mystical properties of Blue Zircon

Zircon helps one be more at peace with oneself.
Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)

Blue Topaz, Ruby, Lapis Lazuli

Your birth tree is

Hornbeam, the good taste
Of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, tends to egoism, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads reasonable, disciplined life, looks for kindness, an emotional partner and acknowledgment, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with her feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.



There are 88 days till Christmas 2006!
There are 101 days till Orthodox Christmas!

The moon's phase on the day you were
born was waning gibbous.

current mood: peaceful
current music: tool

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Wednesday, September 27th, 2006
6:10 pm
Ive been making changes in my life...hopefully you all can see Im trying to be happy, only happy.

current mood: cheerful
current music: 311

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Friday, September 15th, 2006
1:14 am
So I smoked weed with my dad and my Stepmom the pther day. It was so awesome, I enjoysed myself very much. My dad and his band, which are Chris Weikel. This kid Alex that goes to bates, and a another guy naned Gram from minot. Alicia was there too. So us girls sat in the kitchem and talked and were the bands support group while they were jaming. Very chill, and it is my dad and mom. So i deffinatly didnt feel uncomfortable when i was there im used to being in his house and hearing him jam. it brought back alot iof memories. Not including I got smoked up alot. My dad was so happy. I could see it in his face when he looked at me. He relized that him alot like him and I think it made him happy.

current mood: tired

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Monday, September 11th, 2006
11:35 am - how about some memories...
"The Apartment"
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"the Regulars"
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"it ended"
"This happen next"
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"The New regulars"

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current mood: content

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Tuesday, August 29th, 2006
11:00 am
Im getting my wisdom teethe pulled on thursday. then I have my Arbonne party on Friday. I hope it is a good turnout I dont want to be embarassed...then ill have saturday to rest I hope, then I am having a family get together on Sunday at my dad's house then I have ALL WEEK OFF until next Saturday and Sunday...


Anyone want to hangout and smoke the green frredom with me...??!!

I want to see people!

current mood: bored
current music: MP3 player

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Monday, August 14th, 2006
6:53 pm - I am a big kid now
I want to stay a kid forever, I dont mind if I get bigger in number but
I want my personality and my sence of adventure to stay a kid forever.
I am in my dining room next to the the window, and I can hear my family
downstairs, Im scared, will i become what they are meaningless conversations
and pride for their jobs. C'mon now I hope that my life doesnt revolve
around what ive settled for. They are talking about dinners for the week,
and how much room they have in the freezer. they are talking about the
cat in the window and talking to it.

I want to be a kid forever.

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Wednesday, August 9th, 2006
10:25 am - do you have skin and hair?
I went to a meeting last night for the business Im going to start. It is selling and promoting natual, swiss, and vegan hair and skin products. I am very excited about it and I cant wait until It becomes in place. I went to learn about it and I got alot out of it.

From what I understand about it, it is a self employed process, and you can go as high a vice president of the company...AND AND once you go that high they...get this BUY you a white Mercadies...HELL YEA!

The process works by establishing a team. Your team is how you make money. When you promote by having "Parties" they call it; you try to sell people the products and get then to sign on to the business too. I dont think it will be that hard to get people to sign on there is so many postive points to the whole thing that you will want to do it.

My first party is on Wednesday August 23rd at 6:30Pm, let me know if your interested in coming, if I dont have room at the first one their will be more I PROMISE...

Who wouldnt want to work at home, work maybe once, twice a week by having parties, to promote, then if you do it enough and attract alot of business you can be promoted all the way up to vice president and they will then buy you a white mercadies.

Im a business women...im excited

Anyone want to join?, if you sign on it will give me business and you can have the same self employed business as me...and you can also enjoy the products for 35-50% off.

IF YOU HAVE SKIN AND HAIR YOU WILL WANT TO BE INCLUDED!!!!

current mood: determined
current music: alanis morrisette

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Tuesday, August 1st, 2006
11:50 am - Im surrounded by assholes and bitches
I dont even understand why this is bothering me so much. I just wanted to let you know how I was feeling and to ask you the truth of the past. I cant belive you wouldnt have the decency to just read it, I just wanted to know. Is that wrong of me to want to know the truth of if I was used? That I was betrayed? I dont think this is too much to ask for, Maybe im overreacting.

I hate how if one person is mad at you ar doesnt like you the whole damb group doesnt like you, People need to think for themselves, Be a person with a mind, it will make you look so much more real.

I like how you were ganna hangout with me yesterday. It is all good I found my own fun with an old friend.

I hate how weed is the ruler of all.

I now know that when I become friends with people that I dont need to be their world, that friendship should be 50/50, Im glad I figured this out. my friends were my world, I rearranged my whole life to commadate their schedules, I second guessed a work schedule, to be with them more, I blow off my family to hangout with them, I do alot of shit to make them happy. Was I ever happy? I was, because I am a care giver, I feed off others happiness. I am very self-conscious, I am shy, I am depressed, I am axious, I am alot of things I hate, and to be surrounded by peole that are happy because of something I did for them makes me feel happy, i strive on it. now you make me feel like shit.

thanks ill remember this you'll see
I forgive and forget 90% of the time you will be the random 10%.

current mood: blank
current music: radio

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Sunday, July 23rd, 2006
6:23 pm - RIP
my hamster died, yesterday morning.

R.I.P



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So now i have to get a new pet...I have a glass 10 gallan tank so Im ganna get some fish and make myself a little aqarium.
Fish are great and they are easy to take care of.

current mood: bored
current music: pink floyd the wall

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Friday, July 21st, 2006
6:10 pm - booo
so my neice and nephew are spemnding the night for 4 days cause my sister is on her anniversary trip. so this means normally that ihave to sleep on the couch...but this time i have to go out of my own house and live downstairs because my neice lives in the living room when she is hear and my mom is freaking out that she will wake up..understandable i guess but im just upset that i have to pay rent to live here and i cant not only sleep in my own bed but i cant even sleep in my won house. I have to go downstairs to my grandparents house and sleep there. CRAZY! it is bullshit if you ask me.

Also my poor hamster is dying. Ill be surprized if he lasts through the night. he is laying out on his stomach and harding breathing, he wont move, he wont eat or drink in the past few days, and two days ago he walking and he collapsed agaist the glass wall of his cage, I just watched him for a few minutes and it looked like he couldnt get up. I oicked him up and help him for a few mintes, I knew then it was ganna happen soon. I feel so bad for her, she seems to me that she is suffering, she looks like she is in a lot of pain. I cant take her to the vet to get put down cause they said it cost money for one and two alot of doctors wont do it.

I have the weekend off so I hoping that I will have plans so if anyone want s t hangout and party or anything cool call me up.

current mood: optimistic

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Tuesday, July 18th, 2006
4:42 pm - ohhhhh my!
today is tuesday and already it has bee one hell of a week or it will be sooner than later...

I have to work all week for training, for my new job. BLAH and and ...it is a class I have already taken, and I am still certified for...WTF!

Last night I went to Kelly's "get together" and I broke her ladder to her pool, dont ask i know Im so ahhhhhh. I feel bad and I know I should pay for it but how, I have alot of shit to pay for. Kelly told me not to worry about it, but I have to I know her parents...Im scared... OH and I had to jump out of the pool cause it is broken and I twisted my ankel and it hurts alot. I can sorta walk on it but im kinda limping, but i can put weight on it so thats good........

On wednesday I might go down to heather familys camp thing that will be fun, ill be able to meet her ex-boyfriend and shit. I wont be able to sleep there tho cause I will have class on thursday.

I have the weekend off thatnk god. It will be my first day off in 8 days. YAY!

current mood: mellow

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